From: sanelson@milton.u.washington.edu (S. A. Nelson) Subject: die Zerfallstrasse Date: 7 Sep 92 04:16:05 GMT here is the 1st installment of our story. it is our first submission to the chatsubo. tell us what you think. die Zerfallstrasse, eine sonderbare Abenteuer von Johnny Tomorrow Johnny walked into the Cafe Borgia, running his hand through his wet, pitchy-black hair. Outside the rain continued to pound the asphalt like a million tiny H-bombs, each drop becoming a cloud of mist and then settling down like fluid fallout to run into the gutter, shining vilely under the neon signs of the Neumannstrasse. Even in the restaurant, the walls sweated along with the patrons to create a distinctlty aquatic breakfast ambience. It's like a goddam fishbowl in here, Johnny thought as he made his way to the counter. The place was filled with the nightclub crowd, some having onelast drink before going home, others eating and stimming up for work after a night of dancing or standing around trying to get close enough to the People to be seen by the vid-cameras, to see themselves on "Iniquity" the next day. He sat down, setting his big sack down next to him. After ordering, he looked around. At every table was a group of cheerful-looking young people, stuffing their witless faces with radiatorre or marinated vat-grown vegetables. He hated them. Furthermore, he was damn hungry. It wasn't so long ago that he ate at places like this, and better, every single night. Now he was stuck with garlic bread and cappucino at the counter. He lit a 60/40 and scowled. How long until the heat was off? He wasn't up to much when he was caught. He'd done alot bigger hack-jobs than that one. But he knew that breaking into Propco wasn't the _real_ reason they wanted his ass. The waitress slid his 'feine and bread over to him and asked a hurried "Anything else?" Johnny shook his head at her. She was the typical Borgia waitron, with a pink braid running down to her waist and chrome contact lenses. She turned on her stiletto heel and stalked back into the kitchen. He slurped the foam on top of his drink and reflected further on his misfortune. He might never work again, and for what? Stealing plans for an antique flying machine from some two-bit manufacturer of propeller engines was not what he would like to think of as his last job. Of course, now he was beginning to suspect what the nature of this flying machine might be, and it made him nervous to think that he was in posession of the information. He sighed and looked at the clock, chewing his garlic bread. It was nearly 05:00 and he wanted to go to sleep, so he finished eating, paid and left. The street was relatively quiet and when Johnny looked up he could see the sky lightening behind the Glazial-United building, a halo around an old tombstone. A few hunched, gray people were making their way to work, mostly to Glazial, pulling their collars up to fend off both rain and unwelcome attention. Johnny walked quickly south to the alley that led from the Neumannstrasse to the Tarskistrasse, where he lived. The alley was a nasty place to walk, but this route would allow him to avoid the Chatsubo, where he didn't want to be seen. Johnny fingered the knife in his pocket. "No trouble," he muttered. "Please." The last thing he wanted was a scene, even in this place, so rarely visited by the law. Stepping over a shiny puddle of something he didn't recognise (and didn't want to) he started down the alley. To his right was a burnt-out neon sign that read, enigmatically enough, POSTURE, with an arrow pointing up a set of stairs. Sometime he was going to have to find out what that was, but for now he just wanted to get to the Tarskistrasse as quickly as possible. His feet splashed on the wet pavement, but thankfully that was the only sound as he passed the back doors of the sleazy little pawn shops and the renderers out back of the Glazial cafeteria. He soon found himself stepping off the short step at the end of the alley and into his own block, but as he looked back, he saw a figure leaning out of the cafeteria's door and heard the click of a camera. Then the figure slipped back inside. Johnny ran down the Tarskistrasse toward a pair of dark green doors leading into the ground floor of an old 20th century building. Upstairs, Johnny knew, was housed a firm which manufactured "pigeon-care equipment," presumably water dishes and ergonomically sound perches, for the ever more ubiquitous "fancy," the pigeon racers. But the ancient sign above Johnny's front door read "Peter Pan Amusement Center: Billiards, Video Games, BIG-Screen TV." He fumbled with his keys and then noticed that the doors were unlocked. His breath caught in his throat, but he pushed them open. Inside, all was silent. The place was dark and smelled of cheap, stale beer and cigarrettes. In the corner, the radio played to itself. "Today in Brussels, Ministry of Defense spokesman Max Weinberg announced that the 13th "Grand Oiseau" Tactical Bombing Division was being moved to the carrier Adenauer in the North Sea Security Zone. He emphasized that this was merely a precautionary move, designed to deter possible North American aggression." Stepping carefully around a pile of bottles, he walked into the kitchen. Someone had really messed things up, but it was difficult to tell whether somebody had broken in or it was just the remains of another party. As soon as he could manage he was going to move out of the Peter Pan. Those junkies and street-boys are going to be bringing the Man in here before too long and that'll be it for me, he thought. With his bag, Johnny brushed a pile of old TV dinner packages off the table and into a plastic pail on the floor. He then opened the bag and pulled out histrophy from work, five rolls of toilet paper. He put three in the "Men's" bathroom (the other one had been unusable for months) and, clutching his knife, carried the other two to the utility closet which was his room. The padlock on his door hadn't been tampered with, so he opened the door and dropped the rolls on his mattress. He then returned to the big room to search around some more. "...and in Bordeaux, where President Norbert Norman is vacationing at his pigeon loft-complex, he gave a brief press-conference. He condemned the United States for pressuring the U.K. to..." the radio continued. Johnny picked up an old Jaegermeister bottle and tossed it at the radio. "Fascists," he muttered. The Peter Pan was completely empty. Furthermore, nothing had been stolen, that he could see. The punters must have just forgot to lock up, he thought, relieved but annoyed. He heard the front doors open and Mimi Dement's voice. "Anybody there?...sounds like they've been and gone, Gary." "Good," muttered Gary Genius. He and Mimi had been crashing at the Peter Pan for about a week. They were allergic to rent but Gary worked at Centmarkt, so he was always bringing food around. "Hey," Johnny called. "Who the hell forgot to lock the door when they left?" "Oh, Johnny, you're back." Mimi looked over at him. Well, we had to leave the door unlocked for the meds." "What?" "Well, yesterday Jimmy Germ and Emile brought over a whole keg of good Pilsener so we had a party," she explained. "The problem was they also brought Karl, and he decided to mainline half a rig of vodka." "You're shittin' me, right?" Johnny asked. "So Gary called the meds and we all took off. We figured where the meds go the Polizei won't be far behind. I guess they got him, anyway." She looked around. "The Polizei or the meds?" Johnny said, irritated. Mimi always affected him with a wide spectrum of emotions, ranging from a vague, undifferentiated desire for her skinny black-tights-and-striped shirt clad body, to an aversion to her undifferentiated personality. "How should I know." replied Mimi, in a flat voice, brushing at her short black hair in an abstracted way. "We were gone." explained Gary, helpfully. He came up behind Mimi, towering over her. His finger found a hole in his tattered green T-shirt. I must remember, thought Johnny, not to ever have any sort of medical emergency, such as a stroke, a heart attack, or an OD of injected vodka, with only these two to help me. Of course, Gary had called the meds. Had the meds found Karl face down in a puddle of his own vomit? Not that I give a shit about Karl. "Karl." Johnny said. "Karl is a royal dickwipe." said Gary. "I'm not letting him in here again." said Mimi "I know Emile feels the same way about him." "I'm going to bed." said Johnny. "Night" said Gary and Mimi. * * * He saw a table, a TV screen...riding in a car, an open topped car, then the man said "You need to fill out" and he was buying a package, or buying a ticket, and then Mimi was bending over him, and he was reading a book, or watching TV or walking down the hallway, or falling, falling, falling, stepping up one step and reaching for the light cord and then darkness, always the same darkness, and then it all repeated again, in the same way or in another way entirely, and then the darkness again, always the same darkness. * * * He woke up on the mattress. He was fully dressed, and covered in sticky sweat. His head on the dirty grey pillow was lying in a damp patch. His feet were wedged against the wall. The knife was lying on the floor. A half bottle of cheap Chianti was next to it. Next to the cheap bottle of Chianti was a paper sack full of wads of facial tissue, empty pill bottles and two or three used contraceptives. Next to the paper bag was an overflowing ashtray. Next to the overflowing ashtray was the opposite wall of the tiny utility closet. The opposite wall was covered with: 1. a John Cage retrospective concert poster, 2. a stained poker-playing dogs print, with scatological word-balloons added in felt pen, 3. a city map and 4. a calender, two months behind. The toilet paper was now on a stack of old newspapers, Dutch pornographic magazines and technical books. Very little free space remained in the room, although a set of wobbly steel shelves filled with more books loomed on one wall. The bare light bulb in the ceiling cast a cheerful, but painful, light over all. A dirty, misshapen cotton Easter bunny, the product of one of Mimi's abortive attempts to break into the lucrative freelance window display business, hung over the edge of the top steel shelf. It's featureless insectoid head and black button eyes stared blindly at him. Through the door, he heard a faint, muffled sound. The radio was saying something in Flemish about the week's pigeon futurity race results. Maybe I should have kept three rolls for myself, he thought. Those dumb shits will have used it all up by the time I leave for work. Johnny had started keeping extra rolls in his room back when Pharaoh Chromium had moved in. He smiled. Of course, I could give Mimi a roll. She might like that. It might get me down her pants. He straightened his collar. I think, in fact, Johnny continued, looking at his haggard unshaven face in the tin mirror tacked to the wall, that she's already a possibility along those lines. After all, can Gary really be getting it up these days? She's sending little signals, I can tell. Other voices sounded in the outer room. Heavy footsteps. More voices. German. And then Mimi's voice, saying "He's in there, Herr Oberst." "No fucking toilet paper for you, Mimi" snarled Johnny under his breath, as the footsteps headed for his door. He stuffed various items in his pockets, and then pulled a folding ladder out from under a pile of trash. A knock on the door. Again. Then pounding. "Polizei! Offen!" The door held. Johnny climbed up the ladder and pushed open an attic cover. He gripped the edges of the hole and pulled himself up. Shouted orders. Something hitting the door, causing it to bulge and splinter. Johnny found himself in a blocked-off section of the second floor. An extremely ancient "Golden Axe II" video game had been stored in the space. Putting all his strength into a desperate shove, Johnny tipped the machine into the hole, crashing down into the utility closet below. He turned and ran toward a bank of boarded up windows on the other side of the room. He kicked out the rotten plywood in the window, and dirty white sunlight streamed in. The plywood fell into the street as Johnny squeezed through the window, out onto the ledge. He squinted in the light, nearly blinded, and slowly made his way toward the corner of the building. Down in the street, he could see two Polizei lifters and another car that was obviously an undercover. There were three uniforms standing by the entrance to the Peter Pan, but they hadn't noticed him yet. Turning the corner, he saw that there was a place where he could drop onto a delivery van, about twenty feet away. He carefully made his way toward the van, wondering who'd gone and flapped his lips at the Polizei. As he dropped, he heard shouting out in front of the building and knew he'd better high-tail it. He ran down the alley and into the Radjasplatz, named after one of President Norman's pigeons that was killed in a terrorist bombing. It was quite crowded and he was afforded very good cover as he ran to the S-Bahn station. There were uniforms all around but they seemed indifferent to him, luckily. He climbed a set of iron stairs to the second floor. Here he was afforded a good view of the whole square. The southern side, adjacent the station, was dominated by the new Art Museum and Cultural Center, a giant greenish white cube. Across from this was the North American embassy, which looked as if it had been badly vandalized recently. Soon, the undercover drove in from the Tarskistrasse, parking in front of the embassy, and one of the lifters floated noisily out of the alley. Seems like pretty big guns just to get me, he thought, confused. There's no way this is just about hacking...hell, you'd think they'd be glad I was breaking into an American company. They're supposed to be the enemy and everything. No, this is because of what I got outta Propco. Johnny groaned. Who knows who might be involved in this? Glazial, that's for sure, after that guy in the alley, and I guess that's bad enough. A train pulled into the station, and Johnny hurried to the platform, past a huge poster of Norbert Norman, arm outstretched toward a scene of outer space, filled with rockets and stylized pigeons. "Europaisch Raumfahrt? ja!" read the caption. The train was nearly empty, fortunately, and as Johnny boarded he looked back at the stairs. No cops coming up yet. He sat down and sighed. Seconds later, the train pulled out and began to accelerate. It went right through the station in the entertainment district, and Johnny realized that it must be an out of town route. Oh well, he thought. The more distance I put between me and them the better. He watched the great oil refineries and chemical plants speed by, plumes of oily smoke pouring out of their blackened stacks, wondering where this route led. Spurts of flame occasionally shot forth from the top of one tower, which had a sign reading "FENO" on one side. Johnny saw a lifter-van land at FENO, dwarfed by the huge stack. Past the FENO plant, the city began to thin out and soon the train was nearing the airport. Johnny decided that he'd get off there and try to find a route to one of the safer suburbs, perhaps to the Uni. But the train sped right by the airport, and Johnny wondered where it would stop. The sun was beginning to go down and he wasn't sure he wanted to end up somewhere he'd never been, after dark. Then the train began to slow and when it eventually came to a halt, Johnny was already at the doors. They opened with a reluctant hiss, and Johnny stepped out onto a cracked concrete slab, with a steel-frame roof overhead. In the fading gray light, he could see the dark outlines of industrial buildings and chainlink fences. By the flickering orange light of a sodium-vapor lamp he saw a sign reading "Albert Stirling Memorial Power Station" in Walloon. A set of enamelled regulations were posted below the sign in Walloon, Flemish, Basque, German and French. Johnny looked down the tracks. The rails gleamed faintly before they were swallowed up by the darkness. Far away he saw another bright flare from the FENO complex. No other trains seemed to be running. A dirt road led from the train pad, between chainlink fences to the dark buildings of the power station. There seemed to be no other way to go. Johnny started walking down the dirt road. After a hundred paces he found himself in nearly complete darkness. None of the lights on the road seemed to be lit. The road itself had a great many patches of grass and the occaisional broken "St Pauli Girl" beer bottle. He stumbled along. The night was getting colder and a nasty wind had sprung up. Johnny imagined he could hear the shadowy machines beyond the fence creaking and groaning in the wind. A rusty hydralic stamping mill hulked, vaguely outlined against the dim steel blue of the horizon. He had no idea of where he was going, or what he would do when he got there. The power station, he thought, might have a terminal, or at least a 'phone. Of course, how would he get them to let him use it? What if he was arrested as soon as he set foot on the power station grounds? Presently the road ended, and Johnny was face to face with a chain link gate. On the other side of the gate was a dilapidated guard-house. No one was inside the guard-house, although a small light was on inside. Beyond stretched a vast empty parking lot, and several huge rusty buildings. A few lights burned here and there, but for the most part the place seemed deserted. Johnny shook the gate. A chain and lock held it shut. Looking backwards he could see the train station far down the dirt road, a little square of orange light in a sea of blackness. He started to climb the gate, pulling himself up with his fingers locked into the steel links. At the top were a few strands of barbed wire. Carefully he pulled himself onto the top of the fence, under the wire and then hung over the other side. His feet found the center pole on the gate, and he jumped down to the asphalt. The guardhouse had little of interest, save for soaked copies of "Ass Eating Jocks" stuffed into a bottom drawer. The pages were practically welded shut and pulped by time and weather, although Johnny recognised Pharoah Cromium on one of the covers. Under the porn magazines, however, Johnny's fingers closed on something cold and metallic. Pulling aside the soggy paper, Johnny found a very old Makarov automatic pistol. It was rusty in spots, but it was still loaded. Johnny pulled back the slide and chambered a round. The ammunition was in much better shape than the gun, and had apparantly been loaded recently. When I get back to the city, Johnny thought, I can get a lot of money for this thing. If the Polizei see me though, I'd better ditch it - ten years in the Swedish reeducation centers would be the minimum. The 'phone and terminal in the guardhouse had been ripped out. Johnny started walking towards the big buildings, the Makarov in a jacket pocket. He came to the huge doors in the side of Building One. One of the doors had fallen off it's tracks and laid on the ground. Inside was a profound Stygean blackness. Far away, Johnny saw a glimmer of light. Johnny stood on the edge of the darkness for a long moment. Why am I here? he thought. Suddenly, a strange feeling came over him. The silence, the darkness seemed to stretch away from him to the ends of awareness. He became concious of himself being here at this moment, and having no real explanation of why that should be. The fact of his own existance seemed grotesque, unreal. There is no one else in this power plant, in this city, in the world, he thought. Nothing here was made or built - it exists, and I exist. The wind blew at his back. He walked into the darkness. Nothing seemed to be in his way, and the unseen floor was smooth and featureless beneath his feet. There was a vast thudding sound somewhere in the distance. High above him, hundreds of mercury-vapor lamps switched on, flooding the vast space with light. more later. all characters and situations within copyright 1992, S.A. Nelson and J.S. Sabotta. not to be used without permission. S.A. Nelson sanelson@u.washington.edu (winner of the Amazing Transparent Man Scholarship)